"fate"

"fate"



letting go of u i thought was right
even if my heart seemed to crash deep inside.
a life without u i thought would be easy
but a dark and depressed one it turned out to be..

mountains we've climbed
rivers we've crossed
yet, we've faced all those!
coz fate had brought us back
bringing all that we once had..
all those times u still remain
still loving me just the same..



with love,
odeh

"the moment"

"the moment"

the moment i glanced at your eyes,
it was the moment i realized
that having u as a friend
was not how it's gonna end...

the moment i knew u little by little
it was making my bones tickle!
then one question rose me through,
"can i keep u?"

i was almost insane
coz i was trying hard to make u feel the same..
but fortunately, u were still reaching my love for real!
and from the moment i fell for u,
i knew that my life will beautifully go through
and with only u,
and now that i finally found someone like u,
can i still live without u?




with love,
odeh

"the boy i love"

"the boy i love"


there is this boy that i truly love, all that matters to me is him.
a life without him is dull and empty, and i could never live without him.

this boy is the reason of my existence,
i think he's my destiny..
a single glance at him gives me joy,
he truly is everythink to me.

at night i think of only him
in my dreams, thoughts, mind,
there is only one thing to say about him-
- a boy like him is hard to find.

so, i thank God that he's here
Thank You Lord!
for giving this one boy to me..
do u know who he is?
the one i dedicated this poem to...
the boy i'll cherish 'til eternity..




with love,
odeh

"behind that look in your eyes"

"behind that look in your eyes"


at times when i'm lonely
i only wish u are with me,
if only time will let us be.

when i end the day without glancing at your uncomparable eyes,
to feel u near me, i just close my eyes
& when i end the day without hearing your voice,
i may hear all the noise
but i can still hear u whisper even in my nose.

darkness everywhere when i can't see u there
longing to feel the warmth of your embrace
for without u, sadness is in my face.

how i crave the tenderness in your kiss
coz it's all that i miss...
and when i almost get lost
when there are rivers i fear to cross,
i turned around and see but nobody is with me..

but one thing makes me realize
behind that look in your eyes
was something i couldn't see
but letting me know you'll never leave me.

behind that look in your eyes
makes me utter no lies!
i miss u, i miss u, i miss u
wishin' u feel the same way, too...




with love,
odeh

"in this life"

"in this life"

i always want to look at u
to know that u are just in my view
how lonesome it is when you're out of my sight
bcoz you're the one who makes everything bright.

my journey began with u
& i wonder if it will end with u, too.
i always ask myself "why?"
why do i love u so?

sleepless nights i have spent
wishing our feelings would never end
i have never felt this way before
for an angel like u, i simply adore.

now that i'm here
&i may be a fool for loving u so dear
i may have nothing at all
as to u i've surrendered my heart, body and soul...




with love,
odeh

finally...

i would like to share this...


finally, one of my family member already opened up with me the TRUE ME..
she already revealed to me that i really don't belong to their family, which i was hoping to know ever since..

she said that i was given to them by an irresponsible mother, but i really don't consider her one..why?it's because, if she was irresponsible, she would have not taught of giving me to the best family in the world..despite everything, i still thank her for leaving me with me family who have been treated me as their own ever since i opened my eyes..i have no regrets, no blames on anyone but all i'm feeling now is that i'm so lucky, so much blessed and i can really feel how God loves me for giving such a wonderful family..

i really thank them, especially my mom who has always been there to me, my manang ina also for always believing in me..and to the rest, who never get tire in supporting and loving me with all their hearts, despite of my difficulties..

and this day, i consider this as one of my happiest bcoz the truth has set me free!!!!

"why do i write poems?"

every person has their own way of expreesing themselves..
and each is unique!

me, i usually express my feelings through writings..
it's really not my nature to do it by sharing it with a friend,coz i dont feel like compfortable telling them every little things in my life, although i do it with some...

i learned to write poems from a friend..and i can really say that he is my big influence for this habit..i know i'm not that good in composing real poems, but must say that i'm happy and contented in this way of expressing my thoughts..

i express my feelings through writings especially when i'm on the toughest emotions, particularly in love and anger..when i'm inspired, that's the best time to get my pen and paper, jot down my feelings, and there! and when i'm also on my downs, i also jot them down..

"hear me whisper"

"hear me whisper"


look inside my heart
and you'll see that it's u
in the most special part...

look inside my thoughts
like a silver star,
your name keeps shining from afar...

look inside my soul
as i look at u, as i think of u and as i hear your voice
thanks for making me whole...

look in my life
and you'll know just how much your love
have touched my life...





with love,
odeh

"i miss u, i really do"

"i miss u, i really do"


if only i could stay awake
just to hear u breathin',
u know i would..

if only i could share
every breath with u,
u know i would..

if only i could learn
all the things u knew,
u know i would..

if only i could still find
more ways to show how very much I LOVE U,
u know i would..

if only u could feel
every beat of my heart,
i wish u would
and if only u miss me
the way i do,
oh how i wish u feel the same way,too.
coz even if i'm spending time with u
i know i'll always need u
coz i miss u, i really do...




with love,
odeh

"in your eyes"

"in your eyes"


when i look in to your eyes,
wonderful things i come to realize..
just like the way u make me feel inside
especially when u hold me oh so tight.

in your eyes i see
the place where i meant to be..
the place where love will always grow
for love is all we are to show.

as i look in to your eyes,
i know the reasons why i am alive
coz my dreams almost become reality
as myself in your eyes i see.

u showed me how much u really care
& without regrets, without pretends i swear
my love forever will remain
even through the fallin' rain.

in your eyes i see
the best that i could be.
coz the best thing in my life is u
and the one thing that i cant live without,
is YOU!




with love,
odeh

"untitled"

"untitled"

i never thought would feel
a kind of love so real.
a feeling that would see me through
my love, this is for only u.

you'll never know
how u touched my life,
and you'll never know
the way u make me feel inside.

i often think of u
especially those moments spent with u
and knowing those times were not enough
but praying it would never stop!

babe, words sometimes i hardly expressed
but im like an angel, truly blessed!
never felt like this before
for i am still loving u even more.

the way u care
makes me feel like i'll always be there.
as a lover and as a friend,
i will love u like i will never love again
with everything that i am...




with love,
odeh

my first poem: "How did u know?"

"how did u know?"

many times i've hurt,
many times i've cried
longing to feel someone's true love
for a true love's what i long to have.
suddenly, a song played one night,
and from that song, a promise came out..
a promise i never meant to act..
-that if that song was dedicated to me,
a love will be poured the way it should be!

few days passed,
a guy seemed to fall so fast.
first, i've tried to say "no!"
but he's different, l know.

he woke me up the way i never hoped.
he didn;t know where to start,
but instead,
he showed the shape of his heart!

how did u know?

never thought keeping the promise 'til now
slowly, love's starting to make a vow.
tears abd hurts i've felt before
slipped away and passed no more!

how did u know i needed u?
somebody like u who is so true.
and even a friend like thee
fills the empty space within me.

how did u know?

hope i will be graved in the deepest part of thy heart,
and feel the warmth of thy love
as u love and hold me tight,
dear, i'm thanking u for being by my side...




with love,
odeh