"fate"

"fate"



letting go of u i thought was right
even if my heart seemed to crash deep inside.
a life without u i thought would be easy
but a dark and depressed one it turned out to be..

mountains we've climbed
rivers we've crossed
yet, we've faced all those!
coz fate had brought us back
bringing all that we once had..
all those times u still remain
still loving me just the same..



with love,
odeh

"the moment"

"the moment"

the moment i glanced at your eyes,
it was the moment i realized
that having u as a friend
was not how it's gonna end...

the moment i knew u little by little
it was making my bones tickle!
then one question rose me through,
"can i keep u?"

i was almost insane
coz i was trying hard to make u feel the same..
but fortunately, u were still reaching my love for real!
and from the moment i fell for u,
i knew that my life will beautifully go through
and with only u,
and now that i finally found someone like u,
can i still live without u?




with love,
odeh

"the boy i love"

"the boy i love"


there is this boy that i truly love, all that matters to me is him.
a life without him is dull and empty, and i could never live without him.

this boy is the reason of my existence,
i think he's my destiny..
a single glance at him gives me joy,
he truly is everythink to me.

at night i think of only him
in my dreams, thoughts, mind,
there is only one thing to say about him-
- a boy like him is hard to find.

so, i thank God that he's here
Thank You Lord!
for giving this one boy to me..
do u know who he is?
the one i dedicated this poem to...
the boy i'll cherish 'til eternity..




with love,
odeh

"behind that look in your eyes"

"behind that look in your eyes"


at times when i'm lonely
i only wish u are with me,
if only time will let us be.

when i end the day without glancing at your uncomparable eyes,
to feel u near me, i just close my eyes
& when i end the day without hearing your voice,
i may hear all the noise
but i can still hear u whisper even in my nose.

darkness everywhere when i can't see u there
longing to feel the warmth of your embrace
for without u, sadness is in my face.

how i crave the tenderness in your kiss
coz it's all that i miss...
and when i almost get lost
when there are rivers i fear to cross,
i turned around and see but nobody is with me..

but one thing makes me realize
behind that look in your eyes
was something i couldn't see
but letting me know you'll never leave me.

behind that look in your eyes
makes me utter no lies!
i miss u, i miss u, i miss u
wishin' u feel the same way, too...




with love,
odeh

"in this life"

"in this life"

i always want to look at u
to know that u are just in my view
how lonesome it is when you're out of my sight
bcoz you're the one who makes everything bright.

my journey began with u
& i wonder if it will end with u, too.
i always ask myself "why?"
why do i love u so?

sleepless nights i have spent
wishing our feelings would never end
i have never felt this way before
for an angel like u, i simply adore.

now that i'm here
&i may be a fool for loving u so dear
i may have nothing at all
as to u i've surrendered my heart, body and soul...




with love,
odeh

finally...

i would like to share this...


finally, one of my family member already opened up with me the TRUE ME..
she already revealed to me that i really don't belong to their family, which i was hoping to know ever since..

she said that i was given to them by an irresponsible mother, but i really don't consider her one..why?it's because, if she was irresponsible, she would have not taught of giving me to the best family in the world..despite everything, i still thank her for leaving me with me family who have been treated me as their own ever since i opened my eyes..i have no regrets, no blames on anyone but all i'm feeling now is that i'm so lucky, so much blessed and i can really feel how God loves me for giving such a wonderful family..

i really thank them, especially my mom who has always been there to me, my manang ina also for always believing in me..and to the rest, who never get tire in supporting and loving me with all their hearts, despite of my difficulties..

and this day, i consider this as one of my happiest bcoz the truth has set me free!!!!

"why do i write poems?"

every person has their own way of expreesing themselves..
and each is unique!

me, i usually express my feelings through writings..
it's really not my nature to do it by sharing it with a friend,coz i dont feel like compfortable telling them every little things in my life, although i do it with some...

i learned to write poems from a friend..and i can really say that he is my big influence for this habit..i know i'm not that good in composing real poems, but must say that i'm happy and contented in this way of expressing my thoughts..

i express my feelings through writings especially when i'm on the toughest emotions, particularly in love and anger..when i'm inspired, that's the best time to get my pen and paper, jot down my feelings, and there! and when i'm also on my downs, i also jot them down..